tastefullyoffensive:

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been there, done that….

tastefullyoffensive:

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been there, done that….

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changing-scenery:

No one knows the battle you’re raging inside your head.  

the reflection i see

 I gaze upon my face

But I see all that lies beneath

I search for greatness

I yearn to find the person some claim they see

So I dive

Desperately into my soul

Searching endlessly

Swimming through the sea

Of thoughts and actions

The words I have whispered quietly

Screamed relentlessly

And buried painfully

As I search in a panicked stupor

For the good they claim to see

All I find is pain

That was dealt to those I love

By me

I continue to search

And with every glance

Into the person who I really am

I hate myself more

I am pathetic

An unending failure

I am not enough

Though I strive to be something

I know I am nothing

I harder I try

The more I fall

I am not the man

You people imagine me to be

I am a boy

There is no good in me

its just one cut

the cold steel calls to me

it begs me to return to my past

it longs to feel my warm flesh

and to taste my salty blood

it tells me to let it be a part of me once again

it longs to take away the pain

and replace it with a pain of its own.

i contemplate answering its call

i long to take it in my shaking hand

and press it to my pale, bare leg.

i long for the relief it offers

i yearn to replace the pain in my heart

with one that is easier to handle

and simpler.

it wont be long

im near to returning

to the love we once shared

but not fully of my own will.

but what choice have i?

the pain is to much.

its just one cut…

i hate people. people who say they are like family and then treat you like crap. i swear, i was ready to murder tonight….sooooo hardcore

fraction2012:

senior year…after 18 years, this is who I’ve become and all i can do is wonder if thats a good thing

hey, theron

YOU are the fucking loser. One year later. Shits gonna be different this time you sorry excuse of a man, father, husband, christian, ect..Theres only one thing you need to know and thats this “I dont need you. you might be my father, but you will never be my dad. So go fuck yourself and find someone elses life to ruin, cause you are never going to touch me again”

this is the story of my night

this is the story of my night

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oh how i love you luke

oh how i love you luke

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